i feel bad that i haven't.
i need to write.
it's pretty important to me.
i've had a very physically exhausting weekend, and a very emotionally exhausting couple of days.
but this is a really good song and that helps.
it is beautiful outside and that helps.
today i have been pondering too deeply the importance of music in my life.
I love music.
If i could do anything with my life, no restraints, I would be a lead singer and be in a band and make amazing music and tour and make videos and just live music.
alas, i am neither a very good singer nor meant to be an awesome music-producing machine.
so then what is this passion that i question to be so foolish?
i am a perfectionist. hello, nice to meet you.
bah i wish i could just see the better way/attitude/purpose, and go with it. of course, things are not as exciting when they are so easy...
there is so much.
perhaps i will bring method to this madness at a later time. perhaps in april.
for now trampoline...
