Mostly because I had begun to discount my writing as simply ranting, and that I did not truly have anything worth writing or reading.
I apologize.
I do know, though, that I enjoy writing,
whether it is good
or not,
or whether you like it
or not.
Updates.
My life.
is simple.
Today I went to Barnes and Noble and read.
I read an entire article about the Jonas Brothers' family-- I like them a lot. Suddenly.
I read an entire article about Johnny Depp (no surprise there) and how amazing cool and creative he is.
Then I read the first several chapters of one of my soon to be favorite books Pride and Prejudice and Zombies. Check it out on amazon.com. You can look inside and read the first chapter. It's so good.
Anyway.
Soooooo the biggest event in my life recently was that I broke up with my boyfriend.
Everyone was a little taken by surprise, I think.
(Sorry 'bout that.)
But it was right.
So I am not sorry about that.
However, it makes me think about purpose and desire and the meanings of things such as love and life and living and loving.
The final thoughts on these subjects (as of today...):
...
*watching the clock tick*
I think that...
when it's right, it'll be right.
End o' story.
Next big thing:
College.
*Ominous music plays*
(Oh! Music! Yay!)
I'm starting at ORU (Yes, I am.) in the fall. So I'm driving on the 6th of august to Arkansas to visit a friend (hope that's cool) and then on to the flatlands on the 7th, where I am knowingly joining the mayhem of a college campus, however renowned, private, and Christian.
It is depressing to think of leaving my family, of living in a closet-sized space with a stranger, and be limited by curfew and RAs (resident advisor... who advises on What exactly?).
:) Don't worry; I'll have a good attitude.
Freedom is not free, as they say,
but in this case, I am paying (highly) for imprisonment.
I am believing, though, for it all to be paid with scholarships and things. So they'll be paying me to come there. Teehee.
(I think I have missed writing....)
There are other things to be announced, examined, and explained, but it will wait.. Hopefully not so long this time.
Tell your friends about my blog, so I'll have motivation to keep writing! :)
lovelovelovelovelove
