Wow. Not since November.

I haven't written in awhile,

but

that's because I broke my hand two weeks after my last post.

and

it's hard to type with a broken hand.

it's hard to do a lot of things with a broken hand.

But I went to the doctor (again) on Friday and I am not wearing a cast or brace or anything anymore.

So I am free to type away.

If only my thoughts were not a jumbled circus of emotion and confusion.

But that they would just gracefully dance onto the page to make sense for you

and me.

i feel a lot.

but i think it's very wrong to be led by emotion

and it's my new bad habit

so i'm trying to stop.

so at the moment, i'm not going to write what i feel.

perhaps in a few days i will write what i 

think

or believe

or observe.

Today it is just

hello

im not dead

and i have two hands again.

talk

to

you

soon.