all the restrictions and rules and regulations here at school are getting to me.
and i guess i should put into practice my submission and authority class, and "enjoy" the humbling experience.
I guess I'm not one for micromanagement and notarized excuses from your mother to miss a chapel to have a job.
or sleep early on monday nights or sign out on mondays.
curfew. cafeteria. call your mother to ask permission for things.
i should be able to put my pride and the rebellion (that is called witchcraft) under enough to not get really upset by these rules or annoying Inconveniences.
yet i am distressed and really angry and then feel sick and can't sleep, which is very very odd.
yeah i just had to write because i was frustrated/offended/mad/upset/sad/sick in about 5 minutes.
and i don't want to be that person that rebels.
because that wouldn't be a problem on their part, even if they are kind of douche-y about their rules,
it would be a problem on my part...
for not submitting to (God-placed) authority in my life (that does, technically, have some reason for their rules, even if I don't agree)
for having a bad attitude
and for sinning, just because I'm angry.
sigh.
Its just really
hard to be a
decent human
being.
