this post is

for michael johnson's entertainment at work.

because most people need entertainment at work, even though they are working and so should have something to do....

this is just a quick, but thorough analyzation of all my current thoughts.

First, halloween. Why's everybody gotta be a pirate? I'm the pirate. Everyone else, just quit tripping. Don't even try.

Second, Serving. Tables. is it consistent in any form? Consistently inconsistent, as they would say.

today.... was interesting, concerning work. The people are, in fact, awesome. But what is the relationship worth, if there is no effect? Am i a light? or just some other person that calls themself a christian and doesnt affect anyone? How do i witness to somebody, who has a headache or is just bummed that they havent been making all that much money? Do i just put it out there? Hey Jesus is the Healer. Can I pray for you? (The answer is yes.)

I feel like serving tables isn't fair. I feel like I work hard to please--- completely surpass, actually-- their expectations, meet all their desires, hopefully before they say anything, and entertain and everything else, but i don't know them, they are necessarily pleasant to talk to, some of them smell. I don't know them, like.....

hmm. Yeah I just thought of the servanthood of Jesus. and He didn't even get tipped.

But I don't get to tell them about God.

hmm OKAY GOD!!!!! 

I just thought that I shouldn't have to speak and tell them I'm a Christian.

So this blog turned into the Holy Ghost telling me to get my attitude right.

sometimes, i just sound like im rambling in my blogs. thats why its hard to have a blog about a specific subject. I have a lot more to say that just what i would say about ... food. or clothes. or gardening.

so my topic of this blog site is Random Thoughts, Random Things. Hope that helps narrow it down.

im so tired. I didn't physically feel tired. but it was only in my head. My mind was awake. I need to do suduko and memorize things so my brain can get a good workout. But my body is so tired. so i sorta lost the balance of this tray and threw water all over a table, and it all went tumbling downhill after that. 

this blog is neither grammatically correct, nor does it follow the rules of correct writing techniques.

But I can do that, bc I don't have a journalism degree yet.

and

I do what I want.

and i want to close my eyes and not wake up till things are all right in my life.

But then I would be dead.

so instead i will settle for just being content in this mess.

God bless the Mess.

I miss my grandparents.

On their fridge, it says "The house was clean yesterday. Sorry you missed it."

and with that, i will say good night.

buenas noches. i wish i knew languages.