Monday, March 30, 2009

i know its silly

that i haven't posted in so long.

i feel bad that i haven't.
i need to write.
it's pretty important to me.

i've had a very physically exhausting weekend, and a very emotionally exhausting couple of days.

but this is a really good song and that helps.
it is beautiful outside and that helps.

today i have been pondering too deeply the importance of music in my life.
I love music.
If i could do anything with my life, no restraints, I would be a lead singer and be in a band and make amazing music and tour and make videos and just live music.
alas, i am neither a very good singer nor meant to be an awesome music-producing machine.

so then what is this passion that i question to be so foolish?

i am a perfectionist. hello, nice to meet you.

bah i wish i could just see the better way/attitude/purpose, and go with it. of course, things are not as exciting when they are so easy...

there is so much.
perhaps i will bring method to this madness at a later time. perhaps in april.

for now trampoline...

2 comments:

austin robb said...

teri, i'm positive that i've said this before. but i absolutely love your writings/entries. i don't know why, but i can always relate to what you have to bring to the table. it's not always in what you say, but in the way you choose to say it. it's like if i were to have the same thoughts on things my mind would work like yours and interpret in exactly the same fashion that you do. it's almost as if i can predict what you're going to say next at times... i don't know how to describe it other than just saying that when i read your entries it just feels natural to me.

so, here's to another piece of your tongue...





bravo

Michael Johnson said...

Well...I can not say that we say things the same way, but I do enjoy your posts. It is a small opening into your life and I think you're amazing. You may not see the big picture right now but since I have known you there have been many lives changed forever in a positive way by you just being you. Time will prove you out and you will be able to look back and see that you were in the right place at the right time.